
I have a very often reoccurring dream where it’s always the same house that I don’t recognize really it’s very dirty and rundown with broken. Holy furniture everywhere but it has my aunt and uncle that were related to my very severely abusive stepfather when I was younger, who did some horrible things to me and they weren’t much better but in the dream, they don’t really care about me, but their kids who used to really like me when I was a kid seemed to suddenly be scared of me a little bit always sometimes they aren’t scared of me and they are at least OK with hanging out with me but the thing that happens sometimes it’s really weird is I remember there’s a hidden pathway through the dirtiest part of the house and it’s hard to squeeze through and really scary and crickety and it’s full of feel like desperate people mostly immigrants kind of people who hide because my aunt lets them live there in little tiny rooms but even more rare sometimes they make it to the very end and there’s these two kids one is basically me but someone I’ve never met. I mean that he’s me in that he has what would be a very poor person‘s version of my bedroom basically where there’s anime and video games and his favorite characters from all that all over is wall, but printed out on sad paper and drawn, and he spends all of his time like I do on a computer but his is really broken down and he can’t do much on it but he’s really nice. His room is so small and dirty and he has a brother who lives in an even smaller room made of glass next to it, but this brother really likes me almost romantically, and I like it too, and sometimes even rare than that we make it to the top of the building that they live in and just stand in these arches and enjoy each other‘s company the most rare version of the stream that is almost happened only once is that on my way through the crickety, scary tunnels usually it suddenly turned into a hallway of even smaller rooms, and there was a little girl who looked starving and beaten outside of one of the doors who wouldn’t respond to me and her dad who is very scary came out and said what are you doing with my daughter and brought her back in? I woke up, went back to sleep, and the dream continued, except I was in the room that he took his really starving, beaten daughter, and he had other kids the same way that we were terrified and I was being put in a soup pot to feed them and the kids were terrified, but excited to eat me
Dreams like yours are complex and layered, often reflecting deep-seated emotions, past experiences, and subconscious thoughts. Here's an interpretation of your recurring dream, considering different elements and what they might symbolize:
The House:
Aunt, Uncle, and Cousins:
Hidden Pathways and Desperate People:
The Doppelganger Child:
The Brother:
Starving Girl and Her Father:
Culmination at the Top of the Building:
Overall, this dream seems to delve into your subconscious processing of traumatic events from your past, your quest for understanding and reconciling these experiences, and your desire for connection, peace, and self-acceptance. It emphasizes the importance of confronting hidden fears, accepting all parts of yourself, and seeking supportive relationships, whether internally or with others. Consider exploring these feelings further, perhaps with a therapist, to aid in the healing process.